Hai and Assalamualaikum ,

Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan yang ke 55 guys ! :) , can't believe dah 55 tahun dah Negara Malaysia merdeka . okay i'm soo soo soo really really proud to be , to born as a Malaysian Girl :) . ouh lupa pulak ape nak tulis*thinking for a while. ouh yaa , okay , malam tadi i had a sad night . why ? sebab aku bergaduh dengan kawan aku . actually not kawan , but kawanS . so that are means i fought with my friendS . u got it ? okay , ;') . hari tu gaduh dengan 3 orang . who are they ? well secret . and last night PLUS 1 , not MINUS but PLUS u know here here--> +++ , okay ? ouh so sad . malam tadi kawan aku tu and another an iran girl gaduh about a very very sensitive topic and it's a secret topic . so aku tag depe berdua dekat status and aku komen dalam huruf CAPSLOCK atau bahasa mudah and simple CAPITAL ALPHABET , aku tak marah pun kawan aku tu , but maybe she was misunderstanding that capital alphabet and she thought i was mad at her .

actually , i'm not mad at her . i'm just mad at the other girl because she can't stop fought with her . so disebabkan itu , aku dengan dia gaduh , gaduh besar k . and i said to her i'm so so so sorry , but it seems like she doesn't want to forgive me :'( . so sad . orang lain heboh pasal merdeka segala yang aku ? hurm , just cry cry cry and cry on my bed . basah katil tu dengan air mata . k tipu actually not . and u know , malam tadi langsung tak boleh tidur , i just can sleep about 5 to 7 hours only . a normal student will sleep about 8 hours per day but me ? just about 5 to 7 HOURS only . tidur pukul 1 , bangun pukul 3 . tidur balik pukul 4 bangun pukul 7 , sleep again at 7.30 AM and woke up at 9 . can u calculate that how much i just got my sleep and rest time ? oh , aku tak tau ape yang aku fikir sampai jadi macam tu .

sama ada my bed was problem or my mind . mungkin dua dua kot , kalau katil sebab aku dah nak dekat 2 minggu tidur dalam bilik parents as i just NIGHTMARES 3 TIMES and it was soo tragic . kalau pasal fikiran pulak , sebab terlalu kusut maybe . yelah , sibuk duk fikir jalan penyelesaian pergaduhan antara aku dengan 3 orang classmates aku tu , and fikir jalan penyelesaian dengan kawan aku lagi sorang tu . so much to think . and tetibe fikir "kalau aku tak de , mungkin depe semua happy , bahagia and so on kot . " , see ? sampai macam tu sekali aku fikir .

okay , to all my friends yang tengah gaduh dengan aku tu , i'm so so so sorry u guys . i know i've made more mistakes with u guys and i really regret it . I'M SORRY . REALLY REALLY SORRY . and to my Ra eonni , i'm sorry . really really sorry because last night i reply your chat with capital alphabet . i didn't mean it . i pressed the capslock button and forgot to repressed it back . i'm so sorry . :'( . please forgive me , u guys :'( .